This date is forever my important date for the lifetime. However, it has turn out to be another special day. I had the best birthday 'present' ever. Hopefully everything turn good, smooth and well. I remembered that I did prayed for this 'present', well almost close to it but yeah it is the beginning.
I am the happiest person on earth. After all the struggled, I feel blessed :)
I will forever remember this date and this valuable 'present'.
Celebrating 25 years old taught me that happiness is not about money. I would say, the most surprised birthday celebration I had at the moment.
Thank you for everything sayang. I'm blessed and thankful for your love. Hopefully all is good :)
After all the tiring and horrible days for the past week, I am glad and happy for the news I received today. I was up in the early morning on Sunday and all hyper and excited for no reason. Myself refused to sleep, I am nervous for nothing. Well, the instinct are always right.
Mixed feeling, but I am tremendously happy for these good news. I will always pray for everything to go smooth and well. The spirit in me got burnt, and the flame rises as the soul fed with positivity. The moment when I almost give up, always and always something good happen to keep me fighting.
Can't wait to share the news, but when the time comes. Alhamdulillah for the news! :)
Meeting old mates is bothering sometimes. No, I dont meant it in bad way but I felt insulted when the question asked and I dont have the answer. " When is your turn pretty young lady?". Well, you've said I'm pretty and still young so I guess no rush right? Haha. Seriously, we havent met for ages, at least ask me how am I doing, hows the life and bla bla. Do not ask me when to get marry. I repeat, do not ask me. Somehow somewhat it gave me a pressure. Just like if I'm asking you, so when will I see your junior? Getit? Hmm
I believe its everyone dream to get marry to your loved one. Well, it goes the same way to me too. I did pray to get marry early, as everyone does. It just the time did not come yet, patience. Its about patience people. See? I am very high with patience. Haha.
For me, if he is ready and there is 'jodoh' of me with him then the time will come. At least I can focus on my career and plans. I know, you'll say things marriage won't stop you bla bla. I have life too guys, even Im still single. Sheeeshhh.
Well, if there is any plan towards that. Surely I'll share the happy news and invite everyone. So, chill. I am still happy, with him, with the family, with friends and career. I am okay :)
As Im in denial in writing back to blog, I must admit it has been an urge of wanting to do so and lazy.
Yes, I would rather have my sleeping beauty in the free time or else go out dating with the le boyfriend. Haha. I know, seems like a lifeless. Well guys, it had been something that really joyful to do. Gosh, seems like I'm getting old. Sign of aging. Pity me.
Well, back to the purpose. I had so much to share and to talk about with the readers. Life is treating me good, like reaaaalll good (inside joke does applied here too). No, really. Although been tested with so many things recently, in some way it has taught me on how to be stronger than before. Taught me on how to value people, and it is really an eye opening and seeing who is still stick besides me during that shitty phase. Of course my family indeed, but the most amazing person that I would never expect to be there for me is the one who gave me all strength and be the backbone for me to solve all the issues.
Frankly, this cry baby did cried a lotttssss. Like real flooded of tears almost every night. Have to change the bed sheet everyday. No, of course I'm lying. Like its the end of the world? Hell no. Bring it on. Haha.
From friendship, work, surrounding, health and money. All comes in package. I was almost break and scatter or had I? Haha. My awesome man came to the rescue. He was there to talk, to listen and even think of the possible solutions that would probably may solve everything in a seconds.
How would I not love this man? You tell me if I'm an ungrateful bastard if I didn't not realize all the sacrifices. I seriously did not know how to repay back this man, hopefully my whole heartedly love and countless care do enough for him. I believe everything happens for a reason, and maybe he is the precious gift that God wanted to give me and I have to earn it before I own it.
So, I would love to dedicate this song for my amazing awesome man. I love you, sayang :)
