Sunday, May 8, 2016

Crush on you.

As Im in denial in writing back to blog, I must admit it has been an urge of wanting to do so and lazy.
Yes, I would rather have my sleeping beauty in the free time or else go out dating with the le boyfriend. Haha. I know, seems like a lifeless. Well guys, it had been something that really joyful to do. Gosh, seems like I'm getting old. Sign of aging. Pity me.

Well, back to the purpose. I had so much to share and to talk about with the readers. Life is treating me good, like reaaaalll good (inside joke does applied here too). No, really. Although been tested with so many things recently, in some way it has taught me on how to be stronger than before. Taught me on how to value people, and it is really an eye opening and seeing who is still stick besides me during that shitty phase. Of course my family indeed, but the most amazing person that I would never expect to be there for me is the one who gave me all strength and be the backbone for me to solve all the issues.

Frankly, this cry baby did cried a lotttssss. Like real flooded of tears almost every night. Have to change the bed sheet everyday. No, of course I'm lying. Like its the end of the world? Hell no. Bring it on. Haha.

From friendship, work, surrounding, health and money. All comes in package. I was almost break and scatter or had I? Haha. My awesome man came to the rescue. He was there to talk, to listen and even think of the possible solutions that would probably may solve everything in a seconds.

How would I not love this man? You tell me if I'm an ungrateful bastard if I didn't not realize all the sacrifices. I seriously did not know how to repay back this man, hopefully my whole heartedly love and countless care do enough for him. I believe everything happens for a reason, and maybe he is the precious gift that God wanted to give me and I have to earn it before I own it.

So, I would love to dedicate this song for my amazing awesome man. I love you, sayang :)